Song: New me..

Dear,

I love this song..deep...very deep...you'll understand why if you hear it with ur heart...

I didn't own this video...credits to the owner. .

It's been a while, I'm not who I was before

You look surprised, your words don't burn me anymore
Been meaning' to tell ya, but I guess it's clear to see
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of me
Can't be bad, I found a brand new kind of free

Careful with your ego, he's the one that we should blame
Had to grab my heart back
God knows something' had to change
I thought that you'd be happy
I found the one thing I need
Why you mad, it's just a brand new kind of me

It took a long long time to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, don't be surprised

If I talk a little louder
If I speak up when you're wrong
If I walk a little taller
I'd been under you too long
If you noticed that I'm different
Don't take it personally
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of me
Don't be mad, I found a brand new kind of free

Oh, it took a long long road to get here
It took a brave brave girl to try
I've taken one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, oh, said you look surprised

Hey hey hey, if you were a friend, you'd wanna get to know me again
If you were worth the while
You'd be happy to see me smile
I'm not expecting sorry
I'm too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah

I don't need your opinion
I'm not waiting for your o.k
I'll never be perfect, but at least now I'm brave
And now my heart is open
I can finally breathe
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of free
That ain't bad, I found a brand new kind of me

Don't be mad, it's a brand new time for me, yeah

Source of lyric

Somehow this song motivate me..deep meaning...

Be brave girl..

Regards, 

Tantan ♡

Fifteen April

Dear,

Today is my birthday...

Love,
Tantan♡

Dalam Doa..

"Jika cinta mampu untukku lukiskan,

Garisannya penuh dengan pengharapan,

Sentiasa dalam doaku menyimpan rasa ingin bertemu,

Insan yang masih rahsia dan teristimewa.."

-HafizHamidun-

Ngantuk..

Dear,

Ngantuknye sgt..huhu..nak drive ni hadoiyai...

Regards,
Tantan ♡

Makcik dan kawen lagi..

Dear,

I hope u fine...please be in good health..

Sunyi..rumah ni rasa sunyi..adik2 semua balik asrama hari ni..
Tinggal saya ibu ayah dan tamtam..hoho here goes the routine back to usual..

Esok saya keje balik selepas 3hari cuti..hoho mesti banyak xray kene buat..hahaha..habis la..

Tadi masa saya hantar ikin kat sekolah..saya jumpe cikgu yg ajar matematik dulu..cikgu ingat nama penuh saya lagi..sgt2 terharu...bayangkan dah hampir 9tahun saya tinggalkan skolah..hehe...cikgu mmg the best..tskk3..terharu gila

Semalam saya keluar ngn kawan rapat masa skolah dulu..kami sembang2..

N: ko tau aku gi kenduri kawen ngn mak aku..ade makcik tu tny "bila nak makan nasi minyak lagi?' Ade ke ckp macam tu kat aku yg bujang depan2 org ramai..
D: nape ko tak ckp je ' makcik xda ank lelaki ke?'
Saya: alaa..xpun ko ckp je kat makcik tu.." saya tunggu suami makcik masuk minang saya la~" Kahkahkah...
N: hahaha
D: hahaha btoi2..kasi makcik tu diam sikit..

Hmm..saya tau makcik2 ni risaukan kami yang tak kawen lagi ni..tp kang dah kawen..makcik duk tny pasai anak plak..pastu tny plak bila nak tmbah plak..haha..sampai bila2 la..adoiyai..tapi teringin gak nak tgk reaksi makcik2 ni..kalo kami jwb lagu tu..hahaha

Till then..xoxo

Regards
Tantan♡

p/s: gurauan semata...jgn la amek hati ek..hehe