dont hold your tears

Such a cry baby...

Hahaha..why am I like that..habis ke'garang'an selama ini hilang lenyap macam tu je...thats happened when I was so stress...I cry nonstop..but why it has to happen in front of my officemate...laki plak tu..okeh..*malu tahap dewa tapi buat dont noe je*

you just dont noe me...

Nampak garang tapi hati menangis.

Stress yang melampau...banyak sangat pikir...

Hari ni tak mampu tanggung lagi...

Aku perlukan cuti...tenang kan fikiran..2mgu berturut2 kerje...

I need vacation,
I need hug,
I need to talk,

This is the time when I feel lonely...

Be strong intan be strong...

#sembangOpis TanTan dan Beskal

#sembangOpis

Mr T: semalam saye kayuh beskal..ikut cara yang you cakap tu..woo..byk peluh wo..

Me: see i told you meh..hoho next wishlist saye, saye ingat nak beli jam Garmin 620 la..

Ms J: intan simpan la duit.. mcm mana nak kawen nnt

Me: krik.krik.krik. kawen ngan beskal je la...nnt org tny, saya tunjuk je beskal as my husband..haha

Mr T: senang la you..xperlu buat majlis kawen mahal2..sebab you kawen dgn beskal saje...

Erkkkk..

Biarkan aku bermimpi

Biarkan ku terus bermimpi~~~♡

Credit to the owner of this video, I didnt own it...

Adik: along orang ade lecturer yg tak kawen lagi (sambil tunjuk gambar)..tapi smart giler ar...

Aku: (dalam hati...'perghh hensem gile') emmm...orang macam ni mesti tunggu yang putih melati, hidung mancung, lawa untuk jd isteri..boleh la adjust kat kawan along yang lain..arney ke azni ke..

Ibu: ishh kamu ni..kamu cari la utk diri sendiri dulu...

Aku: ensem sangat Bu.. tak pandang orang sunburn cubby mcm along ni..erkkk

P/s: I still have a bit of that syndrome... low self esteem or inferior syndrome...hoho
Atau mungkinkah aku serik akan 'rejection' erkk...kbye...

xoxo

Song: New me..

Dear,

I love this song..deep...very deep...you'll understand why if you hear it with ur heart...

I didn't own this video...credits to the owner. .

It's been a while, I'm not who I was before

You look surprised, your words don't burn me anymore
Been meaning' to tell ya, but I guess it's clear to see
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of me
Can't be bad, I found a brand new kind of free

Careful with your ego, he's the one that we should blame
Had to grab my heart back
God knows something' had to change
I thought that you'd be happy
I found the one thing I need
Why you mad, it's just a brand new kind of me

It took a long long time to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, don't be surprised

If I talk a little louder
If I speak up when you're wrong
If I walk a little taller
I'd been under you too long
If you noticed that I'm different
Don't take it personally
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of me
Don't be mad, I found a brand new kind of free

Oh, it took a long long road to get here
It took a brave brave girl to try
I've taken one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, oh, said you look surprised

Hey hey hey, if you were a friend, you'd wanna get to know me again
If you were worth the while
You'd be happy to see me smile
I'm not expecting sorry
I'm too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah

I don't need your opinion
I'm not waiting for your o.k
I'll never be perfect, but at least now I'm brave
And now my heart is open
I can finally breathe
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of free
That ain't bad, I found a brand new kind of me

Don't be mad, it's a brand new time for me, yeah

Source of lyric

Somehow this song motivate me..deep meaning...

Be brave girl..

Regards, 

Tantan ♡