To whom this might concern: Life

To whom it may concern..

Life is changing all the time. Sometimes it's sad and sometimes it's fun. 

Live every moment to the fullest, because what is it here now, may not be here tomorrow..

Someone that really love you with all his or her heart, you should know, it is very hard to find.

If there is someone like that; He or she is the sweetest of all..

Take his or her hand in yours, because he or she might not be here tomorrow..

Remember, to live every moment to the fullest, because what is it here now, 

may.. not be here tomorrow.

When you notice someone in your eyes, and that make your heart go crazy too, you can try to act 'cool', but it will keep beating faster. So please think about that moment, because that feeling might not be there tomorrow.

If..

If someone love you, don't take for granted of his or her feeling. Because you can ask for his or her forgiveness, but he or she will never forget and the feeling will never be the same anymore. 

When you fall sick, remember this, there is someone who pray for your health, for your happiness; He or she might not show you, but his or her prayer will always be with you. 

So smile and live your life to the fullest.

Our life will eventually reach to the last chapter, treasure all the moment together.

Do all your best in everything, because you will never know, when you will never meet tomorrow..

From the person who always care for you..

till we meet again.

Tentang Diri

Assalamualaikum

Lama..tak menulis, harap semuanya sihat belaka, syafakillah syafakallah pada yang kurang sihat..semoga cepat sembuh.

Alhamdulillah masih bernyawa, masih diberi kesempatan untuk berkata-kata. Lama menyepi tanda sibuk dengan hal peribadi, jika dulu masa terluang lukisan yang terjadi, tapi kini masa di gunakan dengan penuh aktiviti.

Di tengah musim kesempitan ekonomi, aku juga tak lepas dari tempias yang diberi. 20 Jun, kerata baru dibeli jadi keperluan diri. Bagi menampung kos sara diri, perniagaan di mula harap membantu sana sini ( De Amira Enterprise, September 2015)

Aku juga manusia, ada naluri ada hati.
Dalam kepala banyak isi, harap hati tak banyak duri.

Aku punya jati diri, jika dibimbing bisa berbakti. Jangan cuba kau ubah sampai ku tak kenal diri sendiri.

Kadang di nasihatkan supaya tak memaksa diri, kerana hidup hanya sekali, nikmati selagi tak mati, tentunya dia sentiasa menanti.

Sumpah aku rindu, masa dulu usia meningkat dewasa, tapi sesungguhnya itu lah yang jauh, yang tak mungkin di rasa lagi.

Coretan sekali sekala.

Kerja Jauh-jauh

Assalamualaikum

Di meja makan.

Aku: Ibu ayah, along ada dapat panggilan interview untuk kerja, separuh gov..tapi..posting dekat Sabah atau Sarawak.

Ibu: ... (diam)

Ayah: Emm boleh la cuba, tapi bagi ayah, dah alang2 kamu nak pergi keje jauh, baik cuba apply pegi Arab terus..

Ibu: kerja macam tu dekat semenanjung ni tak da ke?

Aku: Tak da ibu..setakat ni kosong nya dekat Sabah atau Sarawak saje.

Ayah: Kamu buat la istikharah along..mudah2an dapat jawapan nya. Mana tau, pergi sana jumpa jodoh sana..hahaha.

Aku: erkkk..

Nyatanya, ibu nampak berat hati nak kasi..
Ayah sempoi saja.


p/s: perkara paling menggembirakan hati ialah, bila dapat bekerja dan tinggal bersama keluarga.

Tantan's events for 2015

Assalamualaikum

Events yang sudah/akan di sertai tak lama lagi..adeh..fitness kena naik balik ni

8 Mac 2015 Malaysia Women Marathon dekat Shah Alam 21km DONE

31 Mei 2015 TM Fan Run dekat Putrajaya  15km Marathon  DONE

16 Ogos 2015 RunWithUs dekat Putrajaya  12km Marathon

13 September  2015 FitMalaysia dekat Ipoh 10km Marathon

24 Oktober 2015 BSN Night Marathon dekat Putrajaya  21km Halfmarathon

29 November 2015 Larian Sultan Nazrin dekat Kuala Kangsar 15km Marathon

Nampak tue..tahun ni tahun Halfmarathon..cemon Tantan u can do it..

P/s: tengah single and available nih senang la nak join...hoho

Kisah Sehari Sebelum Raya

Assalamualaikum  

Ni cerita sehari sebelum raya pertama..

Mood rajin nak buat semua benda..

Puding koktail + Agar-agar + biskut Cornflakes +Kek coklat

Mula2  buat biskut Cornflakes . .sorang2 buat..asyik punyer buat tak perasan yang oven setting dia untuk panggang ayam..maka...hangus terbakar~bak kata kak Ziana

selama hari ni buat cornflakes  okey je..tah kenapa la jadi begini  

So teruskan mood dengan buat agar2..

Agar2 plak segan2 nak keras..edit resepi baru la menjadi..

Pastu buat kek coklat..okeh..kek coklat okey la..dah biasa buat..hehe

Mood dah mcm penat buat sorang2 semua benda..tapi xpe la..last nak buat puding koktail sebab orang surau nak datang takbir malam raya malam kang...

Siap pun puding koktail..dengan penuh teliti ikut sukatan..janji dia boleh mengeras..

bila dah sejuk saya mintak adik masukkan dalam peti ais..

Tercegat depan peti ais..tak terkata..haha

Orang kata " Jika benda tu memang di takdirkan milik kita, jalan mana pun tetap kita punya..tapi jika bukan milik kita, biar dalam gengaman pun terlepas jua"

Menguji kesabaran..terus masuk bilik, habiskan seJuzuk baru lega hati nih..haha

Akhir kata..

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf zahir dan batin  

Story: From Stiletto to Nike 1

Adam look at me like he can read my face.

'Are you mad at me?'  He seems can't bear anymore.
'No, I'm not. .'
'So what made you look like a lion just now?'
Am I that obvious,  ' I hate making people waiting for me.'
'Why?, it is just a customer, Amy..we just miss out his order..don't take it to your heart.' He try to calm me.
'It's just.. I hate waiting..' I said quietly.

...

Mr Joe Whenever Wherever...

When age, is just a number, 

When time, feel like killing you,

When you see everyone is happy,

When you drowning in your own routine, 

There are always reasons behind, 

There is always a light to brighten up your day, 

Believe and keep your faith,

Everyone wanna happy ending,

If it is not, still,

It is not the end.

p/s: I'm human too..

Hey, Mr. Joe Whenever Wherever...

till we meet...

Words: Beautiful

Dear Intan,

I do love the things that I've done..as I remember ..
"Love your job not your company"

I always put passion on everything.. you should learn it from marathon.
"You finished what you've started"

I always punctual to work and I always make sure my tasks done before leave.
"Good company is, when the employee thumb out on time"

I know well that my sense of loyalty is freaking me out..sometime its not even needed and not in a right place.
"Appreciate don't take for granted"

But intan...sometime..its ok to be not ok.
"Smile as you can, because it the most beautiful curve you should treasure"


Warmest regards,
You know who I am.

My Birthday is tomorrow!

Tomorrow. ..my birthday..

Last year i watch Captain America alone in the cinema on my birthday...and i promise that this year not by myself anymore...but I guess..ill do the same tomorrow...hahaha

Huhu.

What can i do on my birthday by myself?? Tell me...

Beri dia Kekuatan..

Dear Auntie,

Intan doakan makcik tabah dan lebih kuat untuk hadapi semua ni..
intan xdapat bayangkan betapa tabahnya makcik, pergi hospital sendiri..

Tah kenapa tengok makcik terbaring ni..terasa macam kalo intan kat tempat makcik..intan tak tau mcm mana nak hadapi.

how i can help you? I dont know..huhu

Tantan's Achievement

Assalamualaikum.

Miss me? Its been a long time...and it is new year 2015 already...hehe

2014 Life Achievement & Event.

3 Feb 14- Transfer to new branch workplace near hometown

15 Apr 14- Celebrate my birthday by myself.

31 May 14-Mieza's Wedding at Terengganu

2 Nov 14- 1st Sprint Duathlon at Port Dickson (5km run -30km ride - 5km run)

27 Dis 14- Hidayah's Wedding at Tanjung Tualang

2015 Plan

8 Mac 15 - 1st Half Marathon at Shah Alam

15 April 15 - I don't want to celebrate by myself anymore...can I?

So far, that its..do you have big event for me to join? Feel free to invite me..haha

p/s: rindu..lama tak menulis..

Pagi Ahad dan Selsema

Pagi ni bagun..hidung tersumbat sebab selsema rasa tak sihat..tapi cadangnye nak jog..tido kejap pas subuh koi7.30 kang bagun la...

Tup tup bagun koi10..erkk..seronok tgk kawan2 yang post ade marathon la..fun ride la..huhu..ape la aku ni tido je pagi ahad..hoho

Hari ni nekad nak gi survey gym yang berdekatan..ewahh..haha

Tak Sihat...

Bila sakit tekak dan demam..
Makan ubat...
Nanti sihat la tu...
Cakap kat diri..

Kepada yang membaca blog ni,
Jangan skip makan, minum air banyak, jika tak sihat makan ubat, saya doakan anda cepat sembuh,..tentu ramai lagi yang mendoakan jugak. Anda tak kesorangan. Just be strong.
*wish to say this to the person who in pain, hurt or such*

P/s: agak mengada2 nak tulis kat sini..hahaha aku bukan jenis yang demam terus kasi tau ibu, bila teruk baru ibu tau. Hoho tapi kat sini mengada2 plak..haha

nan ajik midoyo...

Bought new lovely long skirt, wish to wear and meet special person someday. Lets keep it till then.

You noe what..I've been watching Korean drama back, and somehow I feel young...haha..those time when I didnt sleep at night just to watch drama..really missed it.

Just hope you (my lovely reader) be happy and be healthy,  thanks for still following this blog. Somehow this blog change along my age...hehe (>. <.)/

P/s: Hope, please dont give it, if oneday you'll broke it. -just human-

xoxo

Percutian Merdeka TanTan

  Merdeka tahun ni aku lepak dengan azni plak..hehe..vacation yang aku tunggu2..cuti 4hari yang dari awal aku apply. Cadangnye nak drive ke sungai petani (umah sewa azni)..tapi azni ckp baik aku naik bas..sebab nanti dia yang bwk aku jln2..hehe

Tiket beli on the spot..naik bus..lalu Butterworth...nampak laut...waaa...seriusly..aku dah lama tak tengok laut...rase teringin nak lepak2 tepi laut..

Sampai Sg Petani..azni amek..lepak tempat keje azni..well nice..banyak spek mata yg aku try..as azni keje kat kedai cermin mata..hehe..

Malam di ambang merdeka kami makan tapau je sebab restoran penuh ngan orang...so duk umah bukak drama korea...heaven enough for me..thanks azni.

Jalan2 kat mall..bagi menampakkan masih agak2 remaja..kami tengok la movie..Lucy..damn..cite ape la ni..aku ingat ade lawan2..haha..but still nice sebab aku tak tengok movie sorang2 mcm sebelum ni..haha

Fadz pun ade..jalan2 kejap..pastu balik umah..sembang2 ngan deorang ni memang tak penah stop..hehe..malam tu beli nasi kukus plak..waaa...rindu nasi kukus kat indera mahkota dulu..

Simple kan..kejap je vacation la sangat..haha sebenarnye rindu nak jumpa kawan2..

Balik perak naik bus..tapi bus benti kat RnR 1jam..pastu aku cakap kat pakcik bus tu aku nak gi toilet...kuar toilet..aku tgk bus tak da dah..damn it..kene tinggal bus..aku punye la lari..dah la sorang2..malu aku..pakcik bus baru sedar bile bus da kuar RnR..jauh la jugak..hampes...spoiled my vacation..

Cuti 4hari yang best..tapi diet aku dah terabur dek azni n fadz..hahaha..

P/s: thanks azni and fad..btw..orang Utara ni ramah2 belaka..haha..cepat je aku leh masuk sembang2 ngan deorang...

dont hold your tears

Such a cry baby...

Hahaha..why am I like that..habis ke'garang'an selama ini hilang lenyap macam tu je...thats happened when I was so stress...I cry nonstop..but why it has to happen in front of my officemate...laki plak tu..okeh..*malu tahap dewa tapi buat dont noe je*

you just dont noe me...

Nampak garang tapi hati menangis.

Stress yang melampau...banyak sangat pikir...

Hari ni tak mampu tanggung lagi...

Aku perlukan cuti...tenang kan fikiran..2mgu berturut2 kerje...

I need vacation,
I need hug,
I need to talk,

This is the time when I feel lonely...

Be strong intan be strong...

#sembangOpis TanTan dan Beskal

#sembangOpis

Mr T: semalam saye kayuh beskal..ikut cara yang you cakap tu..woo..byk peluh wo..

Me: see i told you meh..hoho next wishlist saye, saye ingat nak beli jam Garmin 620 la..

Ms J: intan simpan la duit.. mcm mana nak kawen nnt

Me: krik.krik.krik. kawen ngan beskal je la...nnt org tny, saya tunjuk je beskal as my husband..haha

Mr T: senang la you..xperlu buat majlis kawen mahal2..sebab you kawen dgn beskal saje...

Erkkkk..

Biarkan aku bermimpi

Biarkan ku terus bermimpi~~~♡

Credit to the owner of this video, I didnt own it...

Adik: along orang ade lecturer yg tak kawen lagi (sambil tunjuk gambar)..tapi smart giler ar...

Aku: (dalam hati...'perghh hensem gile') emmm...orang macam ni mesti tunggu yang putih melati, hidung mancung, lawa untuk jd isteri..boleh la adjust kat kawan along yang lain..arney ke azni ke..

Ibu: ishh kamu ni..kamu cari la utk diri sendiri dulu...

Aku: ensem sangat Bu.. tak pandang orang sunburn cubby mcm along ni..erkkk

P/s: I still have a bit of that syndrome... low self esteem or inferior syndrome...hoho
Atau mungkinkah aku serik akan 'rejection' erkk...kbye...

xoxo

Song: New me..

Dear,

I love this song..deep...very deep...you'll understand why if you hear it with ur heart...

I didn't own this video...credits to the owner. .

It's been a while, I'm not who I was before

You look surprised, your words don't burn me anymore
Been meaning' to tell ya, but I guess it's clear to see
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of me
Can't be bad, I found a brand new kind of free

Careful with your ego, he's the one that we should blame
Had to grab my heart back
God knows something' had to change
I thought that you'd be happy
I found the one thing I need
Why you mad, it's just a brand new kind of me

It took a long long time to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, don't be surprised

If I talk a little louder
If I speak up when you're wrong
If I walk a little taller
I'd been under you too long
If you noticed that I'm different
Don't take it personally
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of me
Don't be mad, I found a brand new kind of free

Oh, it took a long long road to get here
It took a brave brave girl to try
I've taken one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, oh, said you look surprised

Hey hey hey, if you were a friend, you'd wanna get to know me again
If you were worth the while
You'd be happy to see me smile
I'm not expecting sorry
I'm too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah

I don't need your opinion
I'm not waiting for your o.k
I'll never be perfect, but at least now I'm brave
And now my heart is open
I can finally breathe
Don't be mad, it's just a brand new kind of free
That ain't bad, I found a brand new kind of me

Don't be mad, it's a brand new time for me, yeah

Source of lyric

Somehow this song motivate me..deep meaning...

Be brave girl..

Regards, 

Tantan ♡